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who is this mistress by before-life, literature

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who is this mistress

Who is this mistress ? What is seen in her eyes? Why is she loney? Where does she go at night? Words lost in the mist of the forest By the water where a dead man lay I wondered if she new him When her soul by him turned grey I watched her lie down beside him As she wipes the poison from his lips The tears are flooding her heartless soul Simply destroying her lifeless heart Alone she feels but knows she is not Alone she wishes but knows she is not Alone she fears for a love lost and a heart sacrificed a lonely soul in the mist of the forest no longer breathing lost to death

jelousy by before-life, literature

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jelousy

a child like feeling for a teddy ...a possesion you are not my possesion but you have become ...my comfort and i love you and I miss you i no that u may not... i dont blame you but inside i cry because outside i cant outside i am an outcast of feelings I cannot express the vulgar deciets of truth? its on the other side betrayed by the beauty of a fiend to take wat is mine yet by her words and beauty he too is blind outside she is the reason not the excuse for the pain that I am feeling and to him I no longer have a use. Every day it gets clearer his teddy I have become I am that perfect excuse to get to that someone

who is in truth trapped by before-life, literature

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who is in truth trapped

Stuck in that nightmare everyones out there lack of origionality found for every soul sold a pound betrayed on the wrong side raped you of all and pride inside your dead master of disguise it cant fool me ... i sense its eyes i smell its fear... im not so scared it crawls and hides shivers and cries no, not to scare for.. fear it feels its stuck in MY nightmare

Tied up in my life by before-life, literature

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Tied up in my life

tied up in my life my hands i cannot set free stuck under your powers slowly losing my breath suffocateng under your control right beneath ur nose screaming for attention some importance i seek meant to have status meant to be recognised meant to be in your thaughts ur girlfriend meant to be indeed well.. meant, meant to mean something something that is broken away from your own vanity am i the FOOL that tightens my nots when the only binder is silence and my freedom is relied upon the one thing i can control ...my voice the one thing that im holding back ... MY VOICE

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sold to emptyness by before-life, literature

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sold to emptyness

Have u ever understood me In my darkest sense of truth I begin to find serenity It shall glorify my soul of moss I am so cold So empty The feeling begins to change No longer do I sit in a dark damp room My blood even feels it That moment of seclusion Is here After that my senses never deceive me Touching the feeling of tight ropes… around Smelling the feeling of others blood driedL Listening to the feeling of unknown trees outside Tasteing the after feeling of metal you plunged through my lips earlier Seeing nothing yet Still empty

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open each eye individualy by before-life, literature

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open each eye individualy

open each eye individualy cherish the divine difference between comedy and tragedy of idiocracy and importance not to have a following outlook independence for myself inside me and away from everything else break each eye its own emotion for itself the feeling of not being subjected but inclined to make my own choice for i myself am dedicated im not only openingmt eyes, now i have found my voice

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Tied up in my life by before-life, literature

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Tied up in my life

who is in truth trapped by before-life, literature

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who is in truth trapped

jelousy by before-life, literature

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jelousy

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innocence lost - dos by paulustheonly, literature

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innocence lost - dos

a gentle touch a silent hush and there. it's begun. romance. why didn't i keep my promises? why did i deny my innocence? close your eyes cover your ears and there. i've felt it. rush. why was i so curious? why did i silence my conscience? a soft kiss a slight nudge and there. i've lost it. regret. why did i think that i must? why did i give in to lust? i'm way past the border i've crossed the line i cannot return can't bail out this time. i kept on listening to the voices within i thought i was right did my best to pretend that the reason i'm here is because of love and care but i ended in bed i was greatly misled

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floating not flying by before-life, visual art

floating not flying

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South Africa
Deviant for 17 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: MY BOX
Favourite genre of music: rock thrash metal
Favourite photographer: a food photographer
Favourite style of art: yes
Operating System: koffee
MP3 player of choice: mp4.... there realy is one
Shell of choice: big ones
Wallpaper of choice: the muffin man
Skin of choice: i like mine bt thanx... freek
Favourite cartoon character: oros man
Personal Quote: dont let jesus eat ur pie

Favourite Visual Artist

sid

Favourite Movies

yes

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

darkest hour chilldren of bodom archenemy underoath atreyu kalmah black sabbath

Favourite Writers

if ur origional not an alien then ur my favourite!! .....on tuesday

Favourite Games

hopscotch

Favourite Gaming Platform

ground

Tools of the Trade

dont trust the trade

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koffee

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before-life

Aug 19, 2006

red nailpolish

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i am in the presence of a boredom day........... so i decided  to make it a bit more cheerie and painted my nails red!! yay im such a loser it all spilt every where so i had to sit and try rewind time before my fam came from skatepark. wat an idiot!! during all this i was pondering why is it homosexual for guys to paint there nails any colour than black but not homosexual for us girls to  have black nails .... i mean wtf?? and y do guys have nipples if they dont breastfeed??............confused why do guys have hairy toes?? when did im a guy become an excuse?? guys are smelly!!!!!! k well hope all enjoy day/nite yeah gonna go party to

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before-life

Jul 25, 2006

MY VERY 1ST JOURNAL

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LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALAALALLALALALALALALALALALALAALALALLAALLAALALALA

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fish-guts

Aug 25, 2006

look im leaving little black writing in a little box for u

u can feel cool now! hahahaha KIDDING! lolololololololoser hahahahaha ;akgd;ahkdhfaisgdfihgsdfgklsadghlsadkfgksdglsd kgklsda
guess what ...............................
i said guess loser ! .................
fine be like that ... does it look like i care
monkeys like trees

dark-angel-of-chaos

Jul 28, 2006

Thanks for the fav on - SEX -

before-life

Jul 24, 2006

hay im so happy!!!!!!!!! coz today i found my friends...................... sorry getting lost in music again. i feel like a tru loser
no friends
no deviations
not even a puppy!!
oh well................. life goes on i suppose what even happens to this??

im so confused .aaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

Kuroshikase

Jul 24, 2006

its alright your new right? you'll make friends easy^^

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" its not who you are underneath, its what you do that defines you......"

before-life

Jul 25, 2006

aaaaaaa gee thanx!!

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i feel betta now

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